I dreamed I was on a wide open beach, on a sunny day, with blue skies. I was considering entering the water, but the undertow in the ebb looked very strong, and the drop-off, into its depth beyond, looked really intimidating. Nothing was bad or negative, but the reality of the ebb (and tide) did feel very intense, like it would overpower me. So I just dipped my toes in a bit.
It is about your individuation's entry into material life. It is explaining to you why you have Asperger's syndrome that affects your relationships and responses to others. It is indicative of not being fully entered into your body because it is seen as unsafe. I find that highly evolved beings often have kidney issues because of the fear of being in such a dense body. Highly conscious beings are often very combative and argumentative in relationships because they use it as a means of staying connected to their body; of remaining focused and dense.
The alternative solution?
Make a concerted effort to find the inspiring things in your environment and avoid the conspiracies and fear-driven insights. Find that which is beautiful or humorous or amazing. Focus on that instead so that you may find reasons to embrace life and enter the second resurrection.
What are the indications that someone isn't fully in their body, besides the argumentative tendencies?
When someone is out of body, they can't love deeply. It appears to others that their 'hearts are closed'… they seem dissociative and the spark has gone out of their eyes.