Why does life have this strange nightmarish quality to it?
That's a good question. To avoid a global catastrophe, we descended to a lower level of life.* That means the gap between the Original Ones and humanity is bigger than ever; they'll seem more depraved and crazy to you than ever before. You may even experience depression and a disinclination to leave your home and be amongst people. But on the positive side, the deep knowing that you're a holy one amongst men, can be deeply and strongly felt. The inner knowing that death cannot claim you unless you give up on life, is stronger too.
One can sidestep catastrophes by moving into a higher realm, or a lower. In this instance cosmic life can't move higher without humanity losing their minds, so we experienced a fall of consciousness.
Did the Original Ones experience a fall as well?
They've travelled to a lower realm with the rest of life, but their consciousness is still as high as it was before the Fall, that's why I'm saying that the gap between the Original Ones and man, is bigger.
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*Also see: Resistance Due to Lack of Trust