I have lost all connective tissue in my one hip joint. What does this symbolize in my life?
It means you are excusing an inexcusable situation in how your life has unfolded.
Because of our deluded fear of abandonment, we excuse the non-life-enhancing qualities of others. We delude ourselves further by calling this deceit of self, enlightened. We tend to impute high motives to dysfunctionality where there are none. We see an excuse for the behavior of others in how wounded they are, never acknowledging that all have the perfection of the One Life as the reality of their being. To see the un-wholeness of another is to keep him on the treadmill of illusion. To accept the unacceptable is to disrespect the holy origins of our being as part of the One Life of incorruptibility. It also allows another to continue living an unexamined life.Illumination 78✶