I've noticed that whenever you aren't actively engaged in holding retreats and getting insights, that global catastrophes increase. For example, in Oregon recently. Any comment?
It is so, that when an insight needs to be obtained, not doing so can precipitate unpleasant events. But I am working daily. I have also found that with each Power Sigil I do for my Lightfamily, the Earth changes for the better and future events become more life-enhancing.
When retreats were held, they inspired me to ask more questions and in doing so, inspired more answers. This in turn alleviated hardships globally.
Then what benefit do you find in retreating from public appearances?
I will confess that I don't fully know why the unexpected and undeniable instruction came for me to retreat from public participation. I miss my Lightfamily very much, and my life is more challenging in many ways since I have. But if the wildfires in the state where I live are any indication, one of the reasons could be:
The more profound the insights gained, the more rapidly the old systems disintegrate. The shamanic significance and symbol of fire, means that the destructuring is taking place too rapidly and that this is creating chaos.