An Interview with The Seer (2013)
You have explained that as the Anutiama Nagual you have created three luminous cocoons around your body, enabling you to travel between realms or realities. Please explain more.
We should not call them realms, since this usually describes levels of life inhabited by different creatures, within a large matrix. All life within a matrix we can call a reality.
Then please discuss these huge realities. Which one do you like the least?
Possibly the grey stagnation of the spirit reality, or macro-macrocosm.
Why is it so grey?
It has less reality than the other realities. There are degrees of realness, depending on how far removed a generations of creations is from the original expression of the Infinite. Spirit is a shadow cast by the imagined separation of masculine and feminine and therefore less real than the physical and soul, or oneness, levels of existence.
Then ascension must be less real than life and death?
You could say that. Ascension tries to create the impossible: to capture a momentary equilibrium in the eternal unfolding of eternal life. It is like scar-tissue that forms when a wound opens: rigid, protective, and controlling.
What other things do you not like when you enter the reality of spirit?
It's not that I don't like it. Can one really say you prefer the yolk or white part of an egg, rather than the shell? Without one, the other wouldn't be there. It's like the middle of the stick, without it the ends wouldn't be there. It's just that it has a nightmarish quality because of lack of vibrancy. Also, it is punitive, in order to be controlling.
What do and don't you like about the soul level?
There is a very dreamy, blissful feeling about it — easy to get addicted to. But food, the joy of a touch and so forth, lose their intensity. Only fragrance stays intense. Also, it's not easy to be motivated, to do activity, and achievement means nothing. The focus is mostly on the quality of the experience.
What do the soul and spirit realities look like?
Soul realities have vibrant and intense colors and objects seem lit from inside – much like the soul world experienced after someone dies, but more intense. The spirit realities are more bland, but there's a drug-like bliss that sings through the cells.
Are you more real than the rest of creation?
Yes and no. It's like the ocean moving through its currents. One is a warm current, the other is cold. It would be a mistake to call the ocean either warm or cold based on this.
What is it like when you go from one reality to another? Do you lose your memory? Do you change bodies?
No, I don't change bodies.
No, never. And if I enter during a time of low frequency / high light, the memories are less too, just like the cosmic memories are. If I don't match myself to the cosmos, I either disrupt its graceful development, or I am not able to live within its matrices.
Give examples of such a disruption…
If frequency is too high, a big bang occurs — like a glass being shattered by someone's voice. If light is too high, a black hole implosion occurs, since opposite light attracts. Because a huge swing in one direction, causes a similar swing in the opposite direction, the black hole implosion immediately moves through the great light and explodes into a big bang on the other side in another level of life.
What is meant by 'another level'?
Like when you die, life moves from one level to another. It moves from life, which is light-based, to death. When we die, it is a bit like a black hole during death, except the dynamic is different: The awareness enters the body at birth through the base of the spine and leaves through the top of the skull at death. The body is left to decay.
So it would seem to cosmic creatures as though a being of great light causing a black hole, could be causing the 'death' of the cosmos…
If by 'death' you mean the leaving of one level of life for another, then yes. In the soul level, a being that has to re-incarnate, is seen as 'dying', even though his existence in the soul world to ones living, makes him seem dead. Whenever something leaves one level of life for another, to those left behind it seems like death.
Do you remember such a black hole forming in cosmic history?
What have you done to prevent it?
Wear the mask of absolute neutrality. I have sung a song about this on the CD called Labyrinth of the Moon. It's from the planet Minut:⅀
From the cry of my Being to know who I am
Expressions took form from my Infinite hand
From my laughter of joy came a burst of light
Then all was gone in an implosion of night
Now I cry but not all my tears
Too much laughter I also fear
Among them I walk, unseen I go
When imbalance occurs, I now immediately know
Safeguarding humanity, I wear a mask of neutrality
In an unreal dream I am never at home
The Source of existence, I am always alone
What is it like to live in timelessness?
When it's time for me to sleep, I am usually surprised. Did I not just come back from the dream world? Didn't last night just happen? But then I part the threads of the tapestry, and see that there was a whole day in between — one I sometimes lived several times over. Time flows past me, like a river and sometimes it stops in profound silence. Clocks are meaningless.
The Seer Almine
⅀Translated from the Infinite's language