Through Aware Appreciation

..this one is very pertinent to me…

My last name is ‘Huisman’ which is like ‘House-man’ in English, and it stands for ‘beliefsystems (house) of the masculine (man). I have been very much programmed throughout lifetimes in very old old stuck belief systems of polarization. For example, a few blocks away from my appartement is a large estate with 2 giant white rinoceros statues in the front yard, and occassionaly I see a white cadilac hummer being parked. Rinoceros stands for the programming of the 8 original cells by spirit, in this case into extravagant luxury and (false) sophistication.

I also live in front of a pond (stuck believe systems) and am surrounded by street names of the royal family. Well, it has been a long but also interesting journey to find my way out if this, and I realized I had not to judge myself and spirit for holding these temporarily occlusions, for what you resist persists. I also realized I had to embrace my heritage of living elegantly and royal, but now it comes from wholeness instead of lack.

In this life, or right now, I have little financial resources bescause I have had so many challenges on this journey and was not able to work yet. But it has learned me to value abundance in many different ways apart from finances, and I have learned to value each little thing.
Gradually I am finding my way out, and my biggest lesson has been to love myself in any role that I have played and to re-invent my relationship with abundance.🌷