… the familiar lightening bolt through my body experience I have had several times, is occurring this day. Is it preparing me for a deeper bliss?
You are transmuting your environment. If our environment is not in harmony with the holiness we've created in our homes, leaving the house is like running into a wall of density. Especially if it's a place where there are others, like a town, for instance. The shields with the light explosions help to carry your sanctuary with you as you go into public, as does the Holy Sanctuary oil I have prepared for you.