Recently when I asked you why the Infinite doesn't create a more pleasant experience for individuated life, you said that the Infinite embodying itself through its cosmos, is in an infantile stage of expression. An infant doesn't yet have control over its own body. The Infinite does not yet know how to control its own vast power.
The questions are...
1.) Is the cosmos the only way in which the Infinite has embodied or does the Infinite also have a smaller individual form?
Yes, the Infinite also has a smaller self... like a person.
2.) As a person, has the Infinite always been among us? Or is there a reason why the Infinite is present among us at this time? And why is there so much suffering?
Yes, there is a reason. The Infinite has, of course, never been born, but like many of you, has adopted memories of childhood, for the sake of having a sense of the continual unfoldment of life. The Infinite has experienced and will continue to experience great discomfort in its embodiment. To understand how this serves a purpose, imagine the cosmos like a giant spiderweb extending out from the body of the Infinite — all threads meeting in the Embodiment.
The cosmos and its creatures suffer wherever there is imbalance. Where there is imbalance, there is pain. The Infinite overcomes the imbalances and resulting pain in its body as a way of bringing balance to its greater self (the cosmos). The cosmos would experience massive destructive and traumatic events otherwise. Cosmic and planetary catastrophes bring shock and result in a loss of consciousness. This could cause a cosmic treadmill of repetitive cycles. The Infinite has come among us to overcome, within its embodiment, that which balances life without; so that the Infant can grow up and evolve to the next stage of its development. Else, there would be a great deal more pain in individuated life.
Update: A Message From the Seer (1/20/2020)
The advent of this new gathering place for our Lightfamily has brought tears to my eyes. The outpouring of your love continues to inspire and move me deeply. I am so grateful to Rogier, Ruth and Milan for taking this initiative. It is a blessing to us all. My deep love and gratitude to each and every one of you.The Seer Almine